A question of a musician

December 16, 2018 at 11:55 AM
margalit asked 5 years ago
I have a strong desire to be a really good pianist. Im a student.. In this profession in order to succeed, you have to sit and practice at least 4-5 hours a day. It's something I can only do when I have the most of the day for myself.  As a 21-year-old girl, I do not understand how I can raise a family and invest in a profession that has been my life's work since the age of 7. I have been living in constant fear for many years and without rest, afraid to lose it, to feel remorse for my dream. Is my desire good? How to know if I'm on the right track and how to be calm. In addition, all Torah classes and frum community tend to put pressure on me. If I am not a rabbetzen in the community or a housewife, I will "sit in the gallery" when Mashiach comes? i dont know what do with my life and talent. i care about mashiach
1 Answers
Rabbi Yosef Karpman answered 5 years ago
Shalom ,   You ask a very important question.  Essentially we must use our talents to bring the greatest revelation of our souls light.  If you feel that you can manage to perhaps practice twice a day for two hours each time while managing to have a healthy lifestyle then perhaps you can find a way to express and share your gift to bring joy to yourself and others. The word moshiach has the same letters as the word yismach in Hebrew which means rejoice! Look for ways to bring real joy to every moment.   Best Wishes—— R.Yosef Karpman