is it ok?
shalom rabbi alon anava My name is maor and im a jew that is making repentance and the only thing that gives me the deep drive to one day become very religious is all the rewards i could get in this life and the next.. I know you should be very close to g-d out of love only.. but to me the reward is stronger then love in order for me to become very religious.. So my question is will g-d accept my full repentance if i do it for mostly the reward?